I want to quit

This afternoon I woke up, feeling dizzy. I was looking around and straight to my brain I want to smoke.

I did not smoke since Saturday and it has been two days and I realized I should take this opportunity to quit. I was with someone who don't smoke for almost a year and half, I tried to quit when I was with him, succeeded for few months then started again after he left me. Nevertheless, I have tried to quit on my own for hundreth time, failing each time and I know I must somehow kick this butt off.

Oh, I wasn't smoking since Saturday because I was spending time with a friend who don't smoke and to respect him, I didn't light up. (I did not buy any ciggie either after I finished the last one)

Why is it so hard to quit this filthy habit? I started smoking 8 years ago, and many people told me that the chances to quit this habit is better now than later.

To quit this addiction, I need to replace with another addiction. And I don't want to replace it with food like some people does. I want to get addicted to another person. Yeah I know, sound scary.

I will go through this, I will quit.

Does smoking from another person's ciggie count as smoking as whole? Yeah, right.