2009

Well, well it is already end of January 2009. Made any new year resolutions? Yup. Try keeping it? Nope. Resolutions are meant to be broken ha..ha. Anyway, I will be 30 this year and I hope to make at least one of my resolution sees the reality. The last couple of months I came across this book, "Conversation With God" and this book truly changed me and I was never the same again! Well, that is not entirely true because I still have the same attitudes however I started thinking so much. At least it has changed my perceptions about religions and human beings. Thank you to that special person who introduced me to Neale Donald Walsch (the book, not the person perse)What amazed me was, I literally carry the book everywhere in my handbag so I will read it over and over again whenever I could. I discover something new each timeI read it. I just found out that God is funny (not funny the bad way but humorous, I think) and the ways to communicate with God, my,really blew me away. I am on the Second book now and it gets more interesting as it involves more into relationships in all ways. Writing this, I officially can say that my life is not bad at all given the circumstances of what I want in this life. This morning I told a friend that I am not afraid of death and I was shocked myself because I was so calm and really meant what I said. You see, I was the kind of person who is afraid of dark and falling down in the bathtub so it is fair that statement would surprise anybody who knows me well. I was afraid of dying as I was sure as heaven that I would go to hell... Well, not anymore ;-)